neilhinds

the secrets of bluefire...uncovered
2003-01-13 20:43:04 (UTC)

everything was going fine until the day she met me

college today. but got a lift in with phil so i didnt have
to get up too early (if u read this phil..thank you very
much..u a star). Had geography first, that was alrite,
clive was being crazy again but that aint no change. after
that i had tutoriol. was boring as usual. then it ws lunmc
time. an i saw kat. it went pretty well, i was crapping
myself (not literally), but things went well i thought. got
a couple of things off my chest. she said she cant remember
about going to dub club 3 days before she dumped me, but
never mind. im sure no harm came from it.

i still have few worries..about why she dumped me...phil
says that she prob wasnt ready for a serious relationship.
an i want to believe it. but i need to hear kats reason.

I dont know how i am going to cope in college. today i was
only truely happy when i was talking to kat, which isnt a
good sign. If anyone who reads this has any input please
leave me message or something. i am in desperate need of
help. it seems i am in a bottomless pit. an am too weak to
get out....still.

Well, i know this is a short entry. i may write in in
later if i talk to kat this evening.

bye bye

nelly

67 days to less than jake




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