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CATCHIN' UP WITH THE EX

WELL I TOLD YOU I WOULD LET YOU KNOW HOW IT WENT WITH MY
ANNIVERSARY AND LET ME TELL YOU IT WAS GOOD NOT WHAT I
EXPEXTED BUT THE ONES THAT ENJOYED IT THE MOST WERE THE
KIDS.ALOT HAS HAPPENED THESE LAST FEW DAYS.MY HUSBAND AND I
ARE IN A NEUTRAL ZONE I TOLD HIM THAT I'VE HAD IT WITH THIS
WHOLE CRAP BUTIT DOESNT MEAN I DONT LOVE HIM,ACTUALLY IT
DOESNT FEEL THE SAME ANYMORE I THINK MAYBE I HAVE STOPPED
LOVING HIM THE WAY I USE TO .ANYWAY I'VE BEEN TALKING WITH
MY EX THE FATHER OF MY MIDDLE KIDS AND HE WANTS TO TRY AND
GET ALONG WITH THIS WHOLE SITUATION WITH THE KIDS MONEY
ETC...SO WE HAVE BEEN TALKING AND WE HAVE COME TO A
CONCLUSION THAT WE ARE GOING TO BE BOTH INVOLVED IN THE
KIDS LIFE I TOLD HIM MY HUSBAND MIGHT CARE FOR THEM BUT ITS
NOT THE SAME ITS NOT HIS BLOOD I TOLD HIM MY KIDS NEEDED A
FATHER,ITS REALLY A SHAME THAT MY HUSBAND NEVER GOT THAT
CLICK BETWEEN THEM ESPECIALLY WITH JONATHAN CAUSE HE IS
LIKE HIS FATHER.ANYWAY THINGS ARE COMING ALONG WITH THAT
SIQUITO IS GOING TO KEEP INT TOUCH WITH THE KIDS AND TAKE
THEM OVER THE SUMMER AND WILL TRY AND SEND MONEY AS OFTEN
AS HE CAN BECAUSE I KNOW THE SITUATION WITH MONEY IS HARD
OVER THERESO I CANT FORCE HIM EITHER ANYWAY THE KIDS ARE
THE ONES WHO ARE GOING TO CLAIM HIM FOR THAT.WELL THINGS
WITH MY HUSBAND ARE OK HE'S DOING HIS STUFF AND I'M DOING
MY STUFF HE HAS MADE ME REALIZE AND UNDERSTAND THAT I CANT
DEPEND ON HIM FOR ANYTHING AND THE LOVE THAT I TRIED TO
GET FROM HIM SO HARD I SHOUILD BE DOING THAT WITH MY KIDS
NOT HIM OUR SITUATION IS TOTALLY OVER I'VE ACCEPTED IT AND
I'M OK WITH IT YEAH WE FOOL AROUND BUT THATS ABOUT IT HE
GOES HIS WAY AND SO DO I I TRY TO MANAGE THINGS SO THERE
WONT BE ANY PROBLEMS,I KNOW NOW THAT THE DAY HE LEAVES I
WILL BE FINE WE ALL WILL BE AND I'M GREATFUL FOR THIS
EXPERIENCE IT HAS TOUGHT ME MANY THINGS INTHE SENSE OF
RESPECT,TOLERENCE AND SELF RESPECT AND MOST IMPORTANT
APPRECIATION FOR THE PEOPLE THAT REALLY VALUE ME NO MATTER
WHAT AND THAT IS MY FAMILY.