The Lost Soul

Just This Side Of Reality
2003-01-13 13:59:18 (UTC)

Don't Drop Me, I'm still fragile

Oh fuck. What the hell is it with me? Did I get my head
flushed down the loo at school too many times or was I just
born to fuck my life up? Don't answer that yet.

Everything is just going to Pot with me right now and
nothing's even happening. I'm just so sad and it's
pathetic. I'm too bloody scared to do anything with my life
and it petrifies me that I might feel this way forever. I
just want to be protected by my family which is really sad
because I am nine-fuckin-teen.

As the great Buffy said "The hardest thing in this world is
to live it."

What am I? Like, a suicide junkie? Well, I'm getting my
cards read tonight so we'll see what Rich says about me.
We'll just fuckin see! I need a smoke. Ahhh, lambert and butler. Nice
and predictable!




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