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average i think not
2003-01-13 06:15:38 (UTC)

arg...

okay.. now i'm ticked.. why is it that no one can seem to
think of there own thing.. i mean.. i just saw someones
diary.. that put the same stuff in there diary.. that i've
had in mine.. go get your own ideas... okay.. i mean..
geez... okay.. from here on out... everything is being
copyrighted... so.. if you would like to copy something
from my diary.. you need to ask first.. or else i'll take
you to court.. got it.. okay.. well anyways.. i wasn't
going to write in this... because i can do it at school but
yeah.. i went to the doctors office... arg.. and i'm on a
no caffenine diet.. haha.. anyways... yeah.. she doesn't
know whats going on with me either.. she says it could be
panic attacks... could be my thyroid... could be
diabetis... i could be having mild seizures.. could be
blood pressure.. i don't know.. but none of those are
great.. so.. yeah.. i had blood work done.. while i was
there.. just to rule out some of these wonderful
possibilities..arg.. its so discouraging... when the
doctors don't know whats wrong with you... and now i feel
like i'm back at square one all over again.. and like now..
i can't help but cry.. because i'm tired of feeling like
this.. and i'm tired of having these attacks.. and like the
way to treat these.. aren't fun... i guess i have to face
it that either way i'm going to be put on a med. some kind
of way.. well um.. sometime soon.. i get to have another
EEG done.. yay.. *being sarcastic*.. its okay.. i guess..
anyways. i guess thats it... oh.. i got to talk to josh...
he's cool.. anyways.. i'll put that in here.. in a min..
but umm.. i talked to carolyn.. she said tomorrow.. i get
to go and get the projector with her.. and i get to click
the mouse for her.. yay.. anyways.. i should go to sleep
cause i just about got caught.. gosh darn these sleepless
nights.. anyways.. night




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