SweetieKay

*My Life*
2003-01-13 02:34:03 (UTC)

CoNfUsIoN

I don't know what to think... I'm in love but I have a
crush... how is that possible?? And I know the crush would
never work anywyas... so why can't I get over him?? I am
with a wonderful guy who loves me, and i love him. But
I've had these feelings for this other guy for almost 2
years now... does that mean something??? There are secrets
I have with this guy, that no one knows.... but I am so
confused about him. He says he doesn't have feelings for
me, but I honestly don't believe that!!!

I have been so stressed out lately... we started a new
semester and I have classes where I have to read every day
for homework. I had to quit my job today because of
homework.... but I'm noyt complaining... I wanted to quit
anyways.

I got a new car yesterday... it's a 2002 escape and it's
really nice.

My Thoughts: I don't understand a God that would allow us to meet
When there is no way for us to be together.




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