Restless Dreamer

The Truth about Being Me
2003-01-13 02:01:59 (UTC)

The First Page

1/12/03
I decided to start an online dairy today, and I think it
will be good. No lies just me. To anyone who reads this
don't be mad, it's the way I feel at the moment I'm writing
it. I've been having alot of problems expressing how I
feel about certain things and certain people, hopefully
this will help. BOys where do I begin, can you still love
someone and try to work on a realtionship with someone
else? I don't know but I guess I'm going to find out the
answer. I don't want to hurt anybody and thats what I'm so
afraid of. It's a fear I've always had I guess. There are
some people I havn't been able to get out of my mind
lately, and I don't know if it's due to a physical
closeness or an emotional closness or both. I guess I'll
always have a place in my heart for my first love and I'll
always have a place in my heart for the boys that I've
loved, maybe I just want more out of life, I don;t even
know. Well I'm going now, I figured I've gotten myself into
to much trouble for one day. Goodnight




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