Alliyah

2live is 2go on a journey.. 2die is to g
2003-01-12 21:54:17 (UTC)

nov.00

i dunno wat to say , i cant say nethin as a matter of
fact... i jus cant believe wats happenin b4 my eyes i just
cant. im prob in sum dream n i'll wake up soon n scream n
everythings gonna be alright... will it , walah i cant
believe it, why the lil one pops why couldnt it have been
me. hes official a diabetic pops, it was bad enuf u use to
see help u stab urself wit the insulin n the suger
testings, no i got to see him go through the same
pain...ur feinds r all in the hospital right now i jus got
home, 3ma is cryin like crazy n blamin herself for all
this , its amazing how such a holy month like ramadan
could be so f'd up. there all there pops all of them. ur
cuz mad me come home b4 i woulda gotten a nervous
breakdown, he didnt leave until he saw me sleepin which by
the way i faked... pops i dunno wat to say walah im jus
mortified. its a good thing 3ma noticed the sighs he was
showing cause the doc said if he was to have lasted a few
more hours he woulda suffered cardiac arrest , that how
3mo died. im jus wonderen wat life would be like if u were
still here, but there are sum things in life that are
inevitable.. this is one of them




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