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Life in the Making
2001-09-10 05:50:53 (UTC)

Tim's quotes

"Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can
sometimes...just be an illusion."

"It was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart.
It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul."


These are two quotes that Tim gave me when I was talking to
him just minutes before. They tocuhed my heart just as his
other quotes did. This is a side of Tim I never knew, never
understood, and I'm afriad if it. But I also love him even
more because of it. Why did he tell me these? He knew it
would effect me in some way. He knows how I feel about him.
Why does he torture me so? He also sent me a poem. It is as
follows:

Let's Make A Deal

You forgive me for liking you too much,
And I'll forgive you for not liking me enough.

You forgive me for missing you so,
And I'll forgive you for being so cold.

You forgive me for the loud racing of my heart,
And I'll forgive you for not hearing it.

You forgive me for playing your games,
And I'll forgive you for toying with my emotions.

You forgive me for finding you so attractive,
And I'll forgive you for not noticing.

You forgive me for raising you up so high,
And I'll forgive you for bringing me down so low.

You forgive me for wanting to be with you,
And I'll forgive you for avoiding me.

You forgive me for being so pathetic,
And I'll forgive you for taking advantage of it.

You forgive me for not being able to let go,
And I'll forgive you for never having latched on.

You forgive me for having hopes and dreams,
And I'll forgive you for crushing them.


He said it was the story of his life. And I believe it. He
also said it might be my story. And he was right. What does
all of this mean? Why did he tell me these things? Dammit!
I hate love! It hurts so much. I just wish I could see
inside his head. Then maybe the pain would go away.


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