starrynite1226

The Story of Me
2001-09-10 03:04:10 (UTC)

I hate you

I hate the way you make me feel
I hate the way you rape my soul.
I hate the way your piercing eyes burn through mine
And I hate the way you say you love me

I hate how I am vulnerable around you
I hate how your voice calms me.
I hate the way I long for your touch
And I hate myself for wanting it

I hate the way you consume my thoughts
I hate how I can’t get you out of my head
I hate the fact that I dream of you
And I hate it even more because I want to

I hate your strong arms and hands
I hate how they hold me
I hate the way your kisses feel
And I hate the goodbyes we say

I hate the way you leave me breathless
I hate the way you leave me wanting more
I hate it when you tell me you love me
And I hate me for loving you back.