McCall

the life of a not so perfect KT girl
2001-09-10 02:16:07 (UTC)

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CURRENT MOOD : SAD
CURRENT MUSIC : INTO THE DARK-THE JULIANA THEORY !

I am so sad ..
unhappiness is all around me and I am becoming consumed
with it .. I want to run away from all this .. I need to
get away .. I don;t have anyone left ,.. why is it when I
eel like I can finally let my gaurd down I am wrong .. I
get slaped in the face .. what am I going to do .. I am
moveing and I m so happy I want to fly away from all
this .. i don't need any of this anymore .. I can do it on
my own ..
I am so sad
heart broken I stand on the edge looking over dareing to
jump
to fall into the abis .. I want to be normal .. I ned to
live .. I need to cry .. to smile
I want to look up and know that there is someone up there
watching me and keeping me safe
I feel like I have cried a thousand oceans and I still
feel sad .. I still cry
I am so sad ...
-Mc
"iN YOUR EYES i SEE AEYES I SEE A DARKNESS THAT TORMENTS
U .. I GIVE U MY HAND IF U REACH OUT AND GRAB IT "-tjt