KcCame

Life with KcCame
2003-01-12 03:41:22 (UTC)

01/11/2k3

word. hows it goin everyone? i'm alright, not so emo today,
just pissed at everything, but i'm Listening to a lil'
Unearth, so its all good. i fucking hate this shit, san
antonio fucking sux ass. There's probably not even 10
people that i will come and see when i move. everything has
been irritating me lately. and, ive been really, i guess
lonely lately. i know that i've always been against
relationships and i think that they're pointless unless you
like hurting, crying, and listening to Further Seems
Forever, but i kinda want someone to be with and shit, but
i'm scared because i dont want to get hurt anymore. i think
that if i was to get with someone and then it turns out
shitty, i will either turn straight-up lesbian or i will
just turn into the typical guy and fuck em' and leave em'.
joni, dont comment on that. so me and joni are making plans
for spring-break and we have no fucking clue what to do. we
talked about going to VA, but i want to wait until the
summer. i know we want to make a trip to mexico though and
stop by *Georges*. i dont know, i want to be at a beach
somewhere, drinking budlight and taking tequila shots.
fucking shit, i wish i was in Laredo right now. me and
george talked forever last night about all kinds of shit.
he made me realize a lot. yea so, there's this guy Chris,
he's totally amazing and his life is all fucked right now
and he was talking all crazy last night, it was kinda
scary. well, as joni and i are talking about him this
morning we realized that he has a point, how amazing it
would be if everything was erased and we came back all new
and happy with no more shit to put up with or just be gone
and stay gone...no pain, no worries, no drama ... nothing.

build on a loss to injury
step back from a fallen dream
i stay and wont go easy
i stay for my desire
my arm falls and strength is fading from my veins
i cling to a dream that once ruled my world....
i have left without a trace
i wanted nothing more then to have my day
this dream still lives inside....
as each day goes on, the chance for my day slips away
i will not forget my home, my world, my home


well im out

*TakeCare*
kccame




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