eastgirl57

what happened?
2001-09-10 01:09:14 (UTC)

Chemistry

So, I woke up (10:00am) and sat in front of my "working-
desk" in my study room and opened up to chapter 12
of "Chemistry." I sat there till 5:00pm and I only
finished chapter 12, thinking perhaps if I understood
chapter that would understand what is happening in
laboratory. Boy,,,jeez....I only understand the equation
and the technical parts of it, but the concepts are still
far fetched. Jeez, to think I sat there for nothing, for
something that I couldn't understand anyway! I'm
desparate, I'm very desparate, but mind myself I'm not a
cheating person so I won't do anything dishonoring. But
still, the only thing that I have in common with a criminal
is we're both desparate. The only difference is that I
have conscience and and he doesn't. Or perhaps my
conscience works for the benefit of society while his works
for himself. I think criminals are enlightened in that
sense, the sense that they can please themselves and think
of others later.......But anyhow I'm gonna get back to
chemistry...I think it's calling for me again...

09.09.01
9.01pm




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