Wretched Pleasures

Chronicles of a Tortured Soul
2001-09-10 00:53:23 (UTC)

Weekend of not worrying so much

This weekend was about the most stable I have been in a
while. I went to my friend/guitarist's house on friday,
and I self-medicated myself all night. Hence, I had no
worries, I had "taken" my "anti-depressant", so it was all
good. The next day, I came home, and I came down, so
everything started coming back. Luckily, my one friend got
a hold of me, and we went out. That kept my mind off of
everything also. But now it is sunday, and I am home, and
I can feel the anguish resetting in again. Why can't I
quit feeling this way? What is the cure?

Wretched Pleasures