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teenage shit
2001-09-09 20:38:16 (UTC)

confusion

ok heres my story i've know this guy for a while and my one
friend whent through stages of likeing him. and a few
mounths ago we went to this guys party and we all got a
little to drunk. so i started making out with him and stuff
and he tried to get my to do oter stuff with him. i told him
no because i wasn't sure if my friend liked him and i didn't
want to ruin our friendship if i did. ok that was fine. i
told my friend what happened and every thing and she didn't
like him and it's was all good.but about a mounths ago i
really started liking him and everything. i told all my
friends and everything and that was all good. but you see
the thing is he's one of those guy that you like but you
really don't want to like. but anyway i told my friend a few
weeks ago that i didn't think i liked him any more. but i
was just saying that so if i convinced her i didn't like him
then maybe i could convince my self of the same thing.now
she tells me that she kinda likes him again but she just
wants to fool karound with him and not have a relationship
with him. ok so this brings up a whole lot of emotion for me
because i still like him alot i like him now more than ever.
she told me the other day that she still thinks i like him
and i told her i do. but listen to this that same night we
go to a dance and she all like oh my god he's so great and
everthing like that. so i don't know what to do. do i go for
this great guy and take the chance of losing a great friend.
and still posable get rejected. and lose everything or do i
let her go for him and watch her screw around with him when
i know she doesn't want to really be with him. earther way
it sucks so if any one has advice i would really love to
hear it. thanx




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