Arwen

Ramble and Babble
2003-01-10 06:09:52 (UTC)

I am sick

hello world,
I am sick, and the reason I am sick is because of the
course I did last weekend since then I have had dreams
about leaving lage bags in bars and resturants and stuff
like that. It is all about letting go of the baggage in my
life well thats I think anyway! I am feeling very flu like
today and yesterday actually, I am aching all over feel
like I have been running for miles but I have not.

Since doing the forum, I have seen a difference in my life
and what I do and where I have been going wrong, I will
give you an example that I am sure a lot of you can relate
to.

If I am running late I will always ring sumone at home to
let them know, that I shall be late. Coz I consider this to
be polite and nessescary.

NOW one a family member is running late and I mean late and
they do not call, what do you do?......... You start to
wonder if they are ok? if they are still at work stuck in
traffic, what ever the reason, but why can they not call to
tell you that they shall arrive late home. You know
why?.... Becuase that is what you may do but they are not
you, so why should you expect that of them? The realisation
of knowing that you must not get upset with someone when
they do not do things the way you would like them to do,
(coz thats what you do right?) Is mind blowing and you see
that you no longer get stressed out and upset and suddenly
there are less fights in your relationships.

This is a revelation!! To me anyway I knew this all along
but now I feel in control and confident, to not let my
feeling and disagreements in my life affect my
relationships as I will end up very very lonley.

Thanks for listening and keep reading as I am moving on to
bigger and better things I hope!!

Lakota xx




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