Dick Doomsday

Pathetic Punk
2003-01-10 03:48:51 (UTC)

what the hell is wrong with me

uuugghh!

fuck. i'm fucking depressed and i dont know why the fuck i
get like this. i was fine a few days ago. and then
like "bam!!" i fucking feel like shit and wish i could go
blow my brains up right now!

i am trying to not feel like this. i shouldnt feel like
this. i mean that hot guy called me and asked if i wanted
to go with him to watch his friends band (heavy trevy...)
play at dreamstreet and what did i say? no. why? cuz i dont
feel like it.

then i fucking cry when my dad tells me he cant take me to
work. so what if he cant give me a ride!!!! tommy will. so
why the fuck am i crying!!!!!fuck this.

i just need someone right now. i havent talked to mark in a
few days and i miss him like fucking crazy. i need him
rightnow. but i dont want to need him. cuz that would mean
that i am co-dependant.....and i cant be! cuz then i would
go fucking crazy.

fuck! and where the fuck is my boyfriend!!!! i havent
talked to him since sunday. fuck this! what the hell am i
doing!

fuck i just want to scream and cry and just fucking not
exist.i gotta go.




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