Dariia362

Me Stuff
2003-01-10 03:13:35 (UTC)

....well......

Today Jasen asked me to help him with this homework that
he had.. it was interpreting a poem... it was really
weird... we dont talk anymore like we always said we would
and then he comes to me to ask for help... I cant deny the
jealousy that is there.. i try not to let it get to me...
i wonder if he ever thinks about that.... doubt it.. hes
pretty much an asshole these days. A lot of people think
so... none of that is through my persuasion either....fHe
was so nice today when we were talking.. it was the old
jasen that i knew last year while we were together....
yeah i havent sen that in about a year almost.... thats so
weird.. it feels like yesterday.... i hate reminiscing
about shit like this... it makes me feel sad and then i
start thinking which isnt good....That is never good... i
never called the uy from blockbuster... haha... thats
kinda funny... in a sad kinda weird way but that still
counts... I have been so meloncholy lately.... i am sick
of high school... everything about it.. all the people...
the tedious work... the drama especially.... i cnt wait to
graduate and move to chicago where i can be by myself..
alone in the big city for the rest of my life... well
atleast until i move to france and then finally move to
San Francsisco... yep... i'll write books abou tmy high
school life and everything that happened that i thought
was stupid and meaningless and all the people i hated but
never talked to to begin with and all the people i fell in
love with but never said anything... Then everyone will
know what Jessica from Lawrence Central High School REALLY
thought about everything.... That will be a funny day...




Ad: