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The Mind of a Confused Lesbian
2003-01-09 23:48:19 (UTC)

The root of my depression.....

Im so passed fucking steamed I dont know what to do. When
things start to go wrong they just continue to go wrong,
but like I've stated before 2003 is my year. I've already
made plans or putting things in order for me to get away
from these people. I know the plans were first across the
city, but my friend in Lafayette has extended the offer for
me and my girl and kids to come and live with her as soon
as she gets her apt. She just got out of the Army and is
getting settled. My girlfriend is so happy at the prospect
of getting out of Baton rouge.

Im kind of pissed off because i got a notice today for a
bill that needs to be paid today?! So I called my nephews
mother and asked her for a few dollars $40 to be exact
because im taking care of all of the needs of her son,
while she takes her clothes off at the strip club. She
doesnt even bother to check on her child unless we call
her. But she sat here and lied in my face. She says that
she hasnt been making alot of money working but some man is
supposed to be sending her some money so she can go to
Houston with her cousin and go on a Shopping spree?! Now
what in the fuck is wrong with this picture? You cant send
money for your child to have a change of clothes to provide
the necessities that a child needs but you can take your
ass to Houston. I've been stressin all of my life on how
Im going to take care of my children and my nephew. I've
had him more than his mother has and I dont get any help.
Not from her and not from my parents, but as soon as I get
ready to send him back home my dad has his lips poked out
like its my responsiblity to take care of him. So when she
comes to get him for this so called trip to Houston, on the
money she isnt supposed to get until next week but she is
leaving tomorrow she has to take him completely. I cant do
this anymore because I'm the only one that is worried when
I dont have enough food to feed the family, or when the
lights are about to turn off. I have no one to turn to but
I have to take care of the nation. I would have no problem
taking care of anyone if I had the funds to do so. I
believe that if you do good to others you will get your
blessings...Well I guess my blessings are about to stop
because I cant be that sweet loving person, cause im tired
of being taken advantage of.




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