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2003-01-09 21:15:21 (UTC)

"The Love"

WHEN MY PARENTS TOLD ME WE WERE MOVING, IT REALLY UPSET ME
BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT TO LOSE MY FRIENDS, AFTER ALL THEY
WERE ALWAYS THERE FOR ME. MY MOM AGREED TO LET ME STAY WITH
A NEIGHBOR AND I WOULD MOVE BACK HOME AFTER SCHOOL LET OUT.
MY JUNIOR YEAR STARTED AND I HATED IT, I BEGGED MY MOTHER FOR
THE LONGEST TIME TO GO BACK TO MY OLD SCHOOL, AND SHE TOLD
ME NO EACH AND EVERYTIME. AND I GUESS THERE WAS A REASON,
AND IT BECAME CLEAR TO ME AS THIS GUY STARTED TALKING TO
ME, AND I BLEW HIM OFF. HE HAD ASKED ME OUT AND I HAD TOLD
HIM TO STOP TALKING TO ME AND IT WASNT BECAUSE I DIDNT LIKE
ME IT WAS BECAUSE I HAD JUST GOTTEN OUT OF AN ABUSIVE
RELATIONSHIP AND DIDNT WANT TO BE STUCK IN THAT POSITION
AGAIN. AFTER I BLEW HIM OFF HE WOULDNT TALK TO ME ANYMORE,
AND I JUST WANTED TO CRY, I KNEW I WOULD NEVER HAVE ANOTHER
CHANCE WITH HIM. AS THE YEAR CAME TO AN END WE BEGAN TO
TALK MORE AND MORE AND THEN SCHOOL WAS OVER. AS THE LAST DAY
OF SCHOOL CAME, I KNEW I WOULD NEVER SEE HIM AGAIN, AND I
KNEW I HAD LOST MY CHANCE ALTOGETHER. OVER THE SUMMER I HAD
JUST GOTTEN MY LICENSE AND MY MOM WOULD DO ANYTHING TO GET
ME OUT OF THE HOUSE, MOST OF THE TIME IT WAS TAKE YOUR
BROTHERS AND SISTER TO SEE A MOVIE. THEN AFTERWARDS TRYING
TO GET HOME IT WAS "I AM HUNGRY" AND SEEING THAT I HAVE A
VERY PICKY BROTHER WHEN IT COMES TO EATING MOST OF THE TIME
IT WAS SONIC, BECAUSE THAT WAS THE ONLY THING OPEN AT THAT
TIME OF NIGHT, AND I SAW THE GUY AGAIN. I WAS SO HAPPY AND
I FELT LIKE GOD HAD SENT HIM TO ME, AND WE WERE MEANT TO BE.
WE BEGAN TALKING A FEW NIGHTS A WEEK AND I THOUGHT THAT
SOMETHING MIGHT COME OUT OF IT. MY SISTER TOLD HIM I LIKED
HIM AND JULY 23, 2002, I WAS ONLINE TALKING TO MY BEST
FRIEND(SIDNEY) AND HE HAPPENED TO SIGN ONLINE AND WE WERE
TALKING FOR A WHILE AND HE ASKED ME OUT. AND WHAT DO YOU
THINK I SAID? OF COURSE MY ANSWER WAS YES, AND MY LIFE
STARTED OVER AGAIN. NOW AS WE JUST CELEBRATED OUT SIXTH
MONTH ANNIVERSARY, I AM SO HAPPY, AND I LOVE BEING WITH
HIM. NOW IF I LOST HIM I DONT KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO, I FEEL
LIKE HE IS MY LIFE, AND I COULDNT LIVE WITHOUT HIM. NOW AS
I SIT HERE THINKING ABOUT ALL THE HORRIBLE THINGS I HAVE
DONE TO HIM AND I REALLY DONT KNOW HOW I STILL HAVE HIM.
BUT I AM VERY HAPPY AND I LOVE HIM VERY MUCH.
THIS IS HOW I ALMOST LOST MY LOVE AND HOW I GOT HIM NOW,
AND STILL HAVE HIM AFTER ALL THIS TIME.

MORE LATER LOVE JENNIFER AKA JR'S FAIRY


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