Saturn's Last Tear

Saturn's Last Tear
2003-01-09 02:55:30 (UTC)

Tenshi........

So... I called my beautiful Nordic boy at work today...and
he seemed SOOO happy to hear from me. Everything is as I
said it was. He and I feel exactly the same about one
another.

Excuse me if that statement seems dry or inane...it is just
wondrous that such a thing is happening to ME...I guess I
am only used to a guy that doesn't care what I do at any
given time...

Call it vanity...but I just couldn't deal with a guy that
didn't care whether or not I came or went. It's nice to
have someone who is at least a little concerned about my
whereabouts.

But alas, I am concerned about how things are going to work
out this weekend when I go to see him. The horrible thing
is this: we are lovers without a meeting place. My house is
off limits. My friend's house is not an option because her
mom is going CRAZY. His apartment is out because of some
very confusing issues with his rommates hating me. He's
moving in somewhere else at the beginning of February,
thank god. Then, I can go and be with him as much as I want.

I'm also worried about the car situation. My mom sold my
car, so I have nothing to drive when I go home...and poor
Cory's car got stolen. (Another problem that is on its way
to being remedied very soon) So...I have to hope my mom
will find it in the kindness of her heart to let me use her
car. PLEAAAAASSSSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Then, my love and I will get a room, and we will have a
heavenly night together...I'll get to hold him close and
fall asleep on his chest and stroke his hair ALL
night. :::Sighs. What a refreshing idea. It keeps my heart
beating with a vigor it never had before.




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