Deacon Frost

....in the end, you die in your own arms...

And, you know what? I'm gonna let you in on a little
secret...

Loneliness doesn't wait for death. It finds you as soon as
it can. I know, it found me.

I didn't realize right away of course...but I found myself
at Taco Cabana last night, sitting by myself, eating my sad
little Cabana bowl, alone.

My girlfriend isn't feeling well(I guess), and hasn't
talked to me in a week. I don't what I did to upset her.
And who else is there. Oh, there's aquaintances, people
you meet at the bar, etc. Are these the people you call
when you're car won't start in the morning, and you have to
go to work? No, you call you're close friends. What if
they're all gone?

What then?

I spend all day in my little 6'x6' cubicle at work, go
home, and sit in front of the television eigher watching it
or playing video games. No interaction, no dynamics, no
relationships.

I'm so tired, I want to sleep and never wake up.