jenybands21

this is it.
2003-01-08 06:50:59 (UTC)

i'm waking up to us

[song | i'm waking up to us- belle & sebastian]
[mood | good]

*i changed some lyrics to make it fit to me (like instead
of saying HE i say SHE...get it...)

anyway this is how i feel. fitting i guess that he was the
one who got me into the band, and funny how i'm using that
same band to say how much he hurt me. even if it was just a
little hurt, it still did hurt. cliche of the day:that is
why they call it a crush.

i need someone to take some joy in something i do
you need a girl who's either rich or losing a screw
you know i love you here's the irony
you're going to walk away intact
i think you never liked me anyway
you like yourself and you like
girls to kiss your arse
expensive clothes
please stop me there
i think i'm waking up to us
we're a disaster
you don't want to know me
'cause you move in circles of the brave
where art defines their lives

he was the one love of my life, and i let him go
and if i look like death today,
then please let him know
i never wanted to do harm to him
i only wanted him to see
the beauty of the world surrounding him
but when he opened up his eyes
it's much too late
our chance has gone
he's with a girl
who takes the price for everything i ever showed him
digging all the fun
because he's older
i fed him with a spoon
i made his mother smile
i helped the kid survive

he was the one love of my life,
he showed me the road
i loved his dog, his steady gaze, the chapter is closed
i always wanted all the best for him
the best thing was to stay away
he grew up and he left the rest of us
and now the understanding's gone
i haven't changed, how could i?
i'm pretty much the same person
i cannot keep the anger hidden anymore
but lucky for you, you are not around
my anger turns to pity and to love
the season has arrived

on a happy note, chris from logic called today, he's
calling me on sunday to talk about hanging out sometime in
the near future. so that was cool. damn it i wanted SCOTT
TO BE THE ONE TO CALL ME and i wanted SCOTT TO ASK ME OUT.
and he didn't. FUCK HIM. just FUCK HIM!!!! thank you i'll
be here all week.

i am waking up to us and we are a disaster.

jeny




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