KerouacFemme

Bitch In Seattle
2003-01-08 00:09:29 (UTC)

job search

You guessed it! Today I went job searching... I walked
up one side of broadway (this huge semi-touristy road
that my school's on) then down the other side, then
walked all the way (like 10 blocks) to the bus tunnel that
I normally ride the bus to, petitioning each store and
restaurant along the way. I filled out 7 applications that I
counted, and took 3 or 4 that they wanted me to take
home, for whatever reason.. and I got the names of
sotres that hired only via resume...7 more stores... I
have them all written on the backside of my hand... and
I have a row of tick-marks with abbreviations to
remember what places already have my application.
whatever. No that's some shit I gotta do.
The best was at a movie rental place, where they sent
me to this machine which (as they told me) really took
45 minutes to fill out this application and fucking
psycho-analytical bullshit quiz, i finished, and then this
women who was in the back the whole time said "oh,
Im sorry, we're not actually hiring right now, but you can
come back at tyhe end of the month and register again."

fucking thanks.

so, tonight I perfect the resume and dream of days
when my life will be easy. Ive been freaking out too
much. i think its affecting my health. lately Ive been
getting these random attacks where I feel violently ill for
20 minutes or so... Like Im going to vomit or pass out or
both.... not cool.
I'll pretend Im sick... maybe its stress-related. Im such a
psycho.
ok.. so Im going to go read some poetry, work on the
resume later tonight (I feel like if I try to do it now, ill get
pissy) and try to think happy thoughts.
PS my site that ive been trying to establish is raping me
up the ass and not working at all so dont go there
expecting anything good except for the few links I have;
they're all awesome.. I'd add some more but im being
sodomized by my computer and it wont let me.

have a lovely day
-KerouacFemme




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