Beaglesangel

My Days...
2001-09-07 21:11:32 (UTC)

shit.

Yes, I feel like shit again today. My life is shit. The
only thing worth living for is Mark. Oh God. All I ever
do is moan. It's not fair on Mark. He must get really fed
up of it. I wish I could be good enough for him. I wish
that I could be a good girlfriend and make him happy. I
can't. I just want to make him feel amazing, make him stop
being insecure, because he has no need to be, make him
happy and make his dreams come true. Thats all I want to
do. I want to put everything I've got into making him feel
this way. I'm not good enough for him, I'm not good enough
for anyone. I don't deserve to be happy.