Oh,The Insanity
Ad 2:
2003-01-06 20:27:40 (UTC)

Are We Having Fun Yet?

hola all you happy people,
I haven't had much time to write, what with my mother
bitching at me about...well, damned near everything and
work and gettin ready to go back to school. I'm missin my
friends and that's probably got a lot to do with why I've
been so bitchy lately. Anyway. Last night Corinne asked
me if I was still 'desperatly in love' with adam...excuse,
me, it was never desperation. Love, maybe...but not
desperation, THANK YOU. I'm sure most of you beg to
differ, especially if you're a faithful reader. I guess
it's easy to hold on to the hope that maybe he still cares
and will come around...if he's there beside you. When he's
gone and its obvious that there's no hope (well, maybe an
occasional glimmer) its kinda hard to say "oh yeah, I love
him to death," not saying I don't. I'd give up everything
for that boy...but I don't have anything left to give up.
I think maybe, when i live up in Rochester, we'll be
together more often, and then, perhaps, he'll see what I
mean...and the sparkle will come back to his eyes...but
what are the odds of that happening? besides, I'm not
supposed to care.
That's all for now, I have a sick kid to take care of
Peace Love and Bullet-Proof Marshmallows
ps- "I shouldn't care or wonder where and how you are. But I can't
hide this hurt inside my broken heart. I'm fighting back emotions
that I've never fought before, cuz I'm not supposed to love you

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