Zara

Zara
2001-09-07 02:44:04 (UTC)

hmmmm

well wow....fucking wow. I am feeling really edgy at the
moment and it isn't fair. I have so much to worry about.
There's one thing that is differnet in my life though...I
have a massive crush on Beatrice Vittora. Oh boy!!!!! This
is not good. She's so beautiful though...nevermind the fact
that she is old enough to be my mother. Her facial fetures
are beautiful. She is from Itallian decent. Her Parents are
Italian. She was on register 8 yesterday and I got so
nervous and I kept on smiling to myself and I liked it when
she made call outs. Oh dear this is fucking weird. But I am
not going to say that it is bad. because I am sure I'll get
over it and that it is a one way fantasy with me. What
would I do if she did feel the same way? I am not going to
even ask her. No fucking way. I think she may be married
with children. Well nevermind. So that is the biggest
change in my life. I havent told anyone about it yet. I
don't think I will for now. I felt something for Rachel,
but not like this.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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Yes well. um.....
Anyway. I don't know how I am going to pay for the cattery.
I have had him there for 3 weeks. If I give then $112 I
will be a week behind. Anyway.
I am so damn tired.