Living Is a Hard Thing To Do
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2003-01-05 23:05:17 (UTC)

Here I am

I don't really know what I want. I'm so confused. I mean, I
know that I want matt, and I hope that i never lose what i
have with him. it's just that now that mary is not on good
terms with joni, me and her have gotten closer, and erica's
like turning into the type of person who will like leave me
sitting at home so that she can go out with a guy or
whatever. Like, i dont know. i dont even know if i care.
all i know is that she's my best friend.
me and matt are getting more friendly...we're not going to
sleep together. i wont do that. but i dont want him to be
with me just because of what we do physically. and i dont
know. i think i'm confused about everything. i want to meet
his parents..i think i might meet them on Tuesday..but I'm
not sure yet...I'll figure that when it comes time to think
about it.

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