self destruction introduction
2001-09-07 00:52:21 (UTC)
the right reasons
Things are great again. On Wed I met up with Steph by pure
chance, we walked to my flat together and spent the
afternoon drinking cheap beer and reading. I'm in love.
She's so brilliant. I'm trying to be nicer, I don't want
to make her unhappy or irritated with me but I feel like
this relationship is beyond my control, just as my feelings
for her are.
She left me on Thursday morning and I drank more cheap beer
with my friends.
I can't even find the words to explain how great this is. I
can't believe I'm in love.