littlecherrytree

The Life Of BLAH
2003-01-05 18:10:59 (UTC)

blah de blah blah blah

well...i feel weird...i dunno what it is...school starts
tomorrow..and i'm so glad i only have to go 3 days a
week...SO much better than last semester..even though my
job WONT let me work during the days..which suxs..cuz you
know..i want some night time off...what am i saying..i only
work today and monday..sheesh..so maybe i can go party or
something..haha..YEAH RIGHT!...i'm just a loser who is
trying to play guitar...and who is so stuck here..

i guess these past couple of days i've been lonely..i guess
it's just that so many people around me have someone...that
they truly care about and feel for..and here i am
stuck...without no one but myself...and it gets to the
point where you're like..blah..where IS mine!..but even
though i said i gave up on guys..i just want one still..i
feel so lost sometimes..because sometimes you just WANT
someone to hold you and all that other crap...but now..i'm
just going to have to be lonely for a little while
longer....but we'll see what happens when school starts up
again..but i'm defantely not counting on anything..since
valencia doesn't seem to have decent guys..but oh
well ::shrugs::

hmm...i dunno if i actually want to work today....it seems
lately that i'm the drive thru lady..which is ok by
me...but sometimes people are just so rude and
obnoxious..it gets on my nerves..and all i feel like doing
is screaming and throwing things at them..but then...that
would never get me a good luck with the managers..so i'll
just keep on doing what i'm doing.....cuz you know..i'm a
good girl...muhahha

my car should be done tomorrow or tuesday which is totally
great...then it wont look shitty anymore...i hope it looks
purdy...the guy was pretty nice about the whole
thing..considering that we actually knew kevin and so did
he...so we'll see what happens...

well..i guess it's time to go finish waxing my floors...




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