why_me_beacause

no more tears 2 cry they dryed up & went
2003-01-05 09:36:22 (UTC)

just a letter to my bro

Clif,

I just thought about you just now. I was sitting here
going you know what I don't know a lot about my
brother. And that we are 8 years apart and all..... You
know I thought your favorite color was blue but now that
I am sitting here is it really green. And when was the
first time you dyed your hair with cool ade? Who gave
you the idea? And exactly how many tatoos do you
have? And what are they? And wasn't your ear pirced
once? And your eye brow.... anything else while I'm
asking? How many concerts have you been too? Who
were they? Where were they? I need stories! And who
was your favorite band then? And who is it now? What
color or brand was your first guitar? What was the first
game you had on the nentendo? I didn't spell that right
how is it spelled....? I was just sitting here wondering
all those things.... just wondering.... I don't know why it's
just we aren't all that close. We didn't really grow up
together you know. When you were here I barely
remember it. I know you do but I was just a baby. I
wonder if that will be that way with Riley too. I don't know
if her and I will ever get close. That kinda scares me. I
always wanted a little sister. And now that I have one.
She lives so far away and it's so hard to talk to her. I'm
not there to show her how to be a good girl or anything.
I feel like a bad big sister.... Did you feel like that? Or is
it just me? Mom said that dad was really sick and all ...
do you really belive her? Do you really think? I mean I
don't. I did and everything but I don't now. He seems
fine just old to me. He's worked hard in his life. I don't
know I gues I am just up too late and ranting on and
on..... Just had to ask.... I was just sitting here
wondering....... Sorry if I annoyed you or anything.

Your little sister,
Hallie




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