why_me_beacause

no more tears 2 cry they dryed up & went
2003-01-05 09:23:39 (UTC)

100th entry

its 12 am I'm just sitting here thinking i know i shouldnt
be but i am
I keep listening to this same song....


Your life has been so hard
It's dried up angels, can't keep guard
And I'm trying to reach your hand
But I'm on fire
I never meant to fade... away, away
Oh just stop pretending when they say your nothing

Are you sad?
Are you holding yourself?
Are you locked in your room?
You shouldn't be
 
Are you sad?
Are you holding yourself?
Are you locked in your room?
You shouldn't be

I'm drowning inside your head
Help me to answer
Help understand
Why it's been so long since we talked like friends
Oh please forgive me,
I'm just a man
Whose made mistakes
Wait for me
Oh just stop pretending when they say your nothing

Are you sad?
Are you holding yourself?
Are you locked in your room?
You shouldn't be
 
Are you sad?
Are you holding yourself?
Are you locked in your room?
You shouldn't be
  
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
 
Are you sad?
Are you holding yourself?
Are you locked in your room?
You shouldn't be

Are you sad?
Are you holding yourself?
Are you locked in your room?
You shouldn't be
 
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh you shouldn’t be
 
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh you shouldn’t be
 
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Are you sad?
Are you holding yourself?
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
You shouldn’t be
 
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Are you sad?
Are you holding yourself?
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
You shouldn’t be?
 
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Are you sad?
Are you holding yourself?
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
 

I just cant help but think that this one is so tara
song....... i swear i miss her and i still call her my best
friend but i really should stop it cause its all in my head
i guess .... does she know how hard i cryed how bad it
hurt how scared i was how many people freaked she
doesnt care....... its so sad.... i wish i could say
somethign to her but the only thing i can say is nothing
nothing at all....... just nothing




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