Musings of a Melodrama Queen
As with everyone else in the world, I am inspired to make
resolutions and goals for the new year. I'm still working on
In the mean time, a quick recap of 2002.
Life in general was great. Work dramatically improved due my new boss-
-the great, the wonderful Rick Borchelt. Money was good, in fact
there was a long period when there was an abundant for it...wonderful
shopping experiences (we can talk about my love of shopping some
As for the romantic aspect of my life, it was a bit shaky in the
beginning. Let's see...There was Mark, who I could not quite forgive
for his slight indiscretion. A kiss is a kiss. It does not matter if
it was outside state boundaries --- I can't believe somebody would
actually use that excuse. For the record, just because you are honest
about your mistakes, it does not absolve you of your sins. I am not
God after all. But to his credit, he wanted "out" from our
relationship. I have to admit, that was the best idea he ever came up
with. I, of course, heartly agreed, and off to the Vineyard I went.
MV was fantastic. I had a wonderful time, and I was released from my
inhibitions and just "went for it." There, I met Taylor, who turned
out to be a big mistake. However, he was a mistake a was glad I made
because it led me to Chad. To make a long story short, Chad and
Taylor are bestfriends. Chad and MY bestfriend kissed and what not.
So you can just imagine all the drama that went along with this
situation. I knew there was a reason why I've always stayed away from
incestous relationships. But anyway...
So now, it's just Chad and I. Things are great, but then again...Yes,
I know there's always the "but." This is the first time in my life
where I am knowingly walking into a heartache. He is dedicated to his
music, and I know for a fact that this will take him away from me. I
know this. I am trying to accept this. All I can hope for is that I
will not get TOO attached with him. I have this sick feeling that it
might be too late.