RODEOCOWBOY

MY LIFE
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2003-01-05 03:33:22 (UTC)

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well i got dumped last night but ya know i am kinda getting
use to being alone, i have been that way for most of my
life and when i do get use to haveing someone i usualy lose
them. but hey thats life i guess, sometimes i wonder if i
wouldnt be better off alone cant get hurt that way. i told
my only ture friend about it today also. he has been there
with me through it all we are more like brothers than
anything. and he dedicated a song to me he said it fits me
to a tea and well i guess i will write it down in here so
here is the song that apparently fits me to a t
I'VE BEEN SITTING HERE TRYING TO FIND MYSELF I GET BEHIND
MY SELF I NEED TO REWIND MY SELF. LOOKING FOR THE PAYBACK
LISTEN TO THE PLAY BACK. THEY SAY THAT EVERY MAN BLEEDS
JUST LIKE ME. AND I FEEL LIKE NUMBER ONE. I TAKE TOO MANY
PILLS IT HELPS TO EASE THE PAIN. I MADE A COUPLD DOLLAR
BILLS. STILL I FEEL THE SAME. EVERYBODY KNOWS MY NAME. THEY
SAY IT WAY OUT LOUD A LOT OF FOLKS FUCK WITH ME ITS HARD TO
HANG OUT IN A CROWD. I GUESS THATS THE PRICE YOU PAY TO BE
SOME BIG SHOT LIKE I AM ONE NIGHT STANDS STILL I CANT FIND
LOVE. AND WHEN THE WALLS COME TUMBLEING DOWN I WILL ALWAYS
BE AROUND. PEOPLE DONT KNOW ABOUT THE THINGS I SAY OR DO
THEY DONT UNDERSTAND ABOUT THE SHIT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH.
ITS BEEN SO LONG SINCE I BEEN HOME IVE BEEN GONE, IVE BEEN
GONE FOR WAY TOO LONG. MAYBE I FORGOTE ABOUT ALL THE THINGS
I MISS. SOMEHOW I KNOW THERES MORE TO LIFE THAN THIS. I
SAID IT TOO MANY TIMES AND I STILL STAND FIRM. YOU GET WHAT
YOU PUT IN AND PEOPLE GET WHAT THEY DESERVE. STILL I AINT
SEEN MINE. NO I AINT SEEN MINE. I BEEN GIVEING JUST AINT
BEEN GETTING I BEEN WALKING THAT THERE LINE SO I THINK I'LL
JUST KEEP ON WALKING WITH MY HEAD HELD HIGH I'LL KEEP
MOVEING ON AND ONLY GOD KNOWS WHY, ONLY GOD , ONLY GOD ,
ONLY GOD KNOWS WHY . and that suposible is me in a round
about way and i guess it is cause only god knows why i keep
on going on after all the shit i have been through in my
life i sure in the hell dont, and hell my best friend even
siad he would have gave up by now but ya know i aitn a
quitter never have been and never will be. so i am outta
here.


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