Meaningless Ramblings of Dark_Child
A nEw ChApTeR iN tHe StOrY oF mY LiFe
Current Music: 'Gangsters Paradise' by Coolio
Yes, a new chapter in the story of my life.
'Does this chapter have a title?' you ask.
As a matter of fact, it does.
Yes, you read correctly, sex.
I've found myself a new boyfriend as well.
My friends don't like him. Some of them think he's only
using me, and fucking me around. I don't know who to
believe and who to ignore. So I'm just going to keep going
out with him until I actually have some proof that he's
using me, rather than dumping him just becuase my friends
say so. Some of them also have a problem with the fact that
I'm having sex with him, as most of them are virgins. All
of it is really starting to depress me. I was talking to my
friend about him today, all she had to say was 'He's only
fucking you around'. It was the most horrible thing she
could possibly say, it made me feel absolutely terrible. It
made me feel like all of the fun I'd been having with him
over the last few weeks meant nothing. I asked her if she
had heard something from someone that would make her think
that and she said no. I'm so happy that I'm going out with
him. I don't know why my friends can't understand that I'm
happy the way things are with him at the moment. Things
sometimes get bad, but when they do, I don't need to have
it rubbed in my face constantly. It just makes it hurt even
It's about 12.30am now, I can't sleep so I'm just
I don't really have much else to say.