J-Bunny

My Life (yawn)
2003-01-04 02:30:26 (UTC)

Nothing Much

It's snowing like hell out. Work was OK. Got an email
from Mom. Didn't open it though because she never
emails me and I'm afraid she's telling me she doesn't
want to see me any more. I wish she would talk about
what's going on. I don't know what to say to her. I
wish I could make her disease go away. And while I'm
wishing I wish I had a better relationship with her. I
don't even know who she is. Pretty sad. I wonder when
things changed. Is it ever to late to say your sorry
and to start over? I've really treated her like crap.
I wish I wasn't so selfish in the past and chose
boyfriends attention over her's. When will I learn?
Things seem to be OK with me and M. His friggin
parent's still haven't said anything about the goddamn
$50 Orchid. Again, when will I learn? I finally told T
to forget Mexico. What a pipe dream she lives. I wish
I could meet a guy who would wisk me to Mexico after I
gave him a blowjob. I'm exaggerating. I would feel so
obligated. I guess moochers don't have that problem.
The goal this year is to work hard at becoming debt
free, don't laugh too hard. And bank more money. That
ought to be interesting. I'm tired and can't think
about anything worth while to write. Oh, the new
pillow rules. My neck feels better and I was drooling
all over that thing. Not much else to say. Good night. J-bunny




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