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My Life
2003-01-03 04:23:19 (UTC)

Why Me?

It seems that everything I do lately is a mistake or
something I will regret later on. Tonight like most other
nights B (all I’m giving of the name) and I got into an
argument or I feel it’s an argument. Wanted him up, so I
called him to see what he was doing earlier and he was
playing pool so don’t get me wrong I don’t mind he’s out
having fun. Well he said that he would be up later and I
was happy. For once I wasn’t going to get griped out for
not having my bed made. YEAH! Well minutes passed into an
hour and half and looked at the clock and it was 9:44 for a
long time I’ve told him that my Mom didn’t like him showing
up after 10 Mom considers down right rude so I called just
to see what was going on. Guess where he was… have you
figured yet…. yep your right he was playing pool still. So
I asked him if he knew what time it was and he said no so I
told him and asked if he was going to be up in the next
little bit and went on telling him how Mom didn’t like him
showing up after 10 then went on into a story. Okay I will
tell you the story I went into.

My mom and dad were raised in old time style you know
when it gets dark that’s when you go to bed. Well my dad
is still very much like that trust me he is. Well they
luckily didn’t raise me like that “THANK GOD” but anyway
they consider it rude that guests show up after 8 but since
me and B have been dating for 5 years they have got use to
him showing up after 8 so they can tolerate that but they
have a tendency of getting upset after he shows up after
9. They could understand it if he was working and in
school at the time but since he’s not doing neither right
now and school don’t start till the 13th so they have a
little trouble understanding why he shows up so late
especially when they think he does nothing all day.
I see it differently, he run ragged all day for his parents
so he can’t show up earlier and then they eat late so he
sticks around to eat supper. Such a good boy. He wonders
why I’m hungry when he shows up; my family eats at 5:30
everyday his family eats anywhere from 7 till 9 or when
everyone is hungry.

Now I sit here regretting getting pissed at him and
having an argument with him, he didn’t know but I’ve told
him before that my folks doesn’t like him showing up after
10 but I guess it hasn’t sunk in until now. So if your
reading B I’m sorry and I got so mad guess sometimes I need
to give you better info and maybe then you would know why
sometimes I get so upset on nights when you show up really
late. Love you.

Guess I better shut up before I tell my whole life
story. Later Padres!




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