Norma Jean

The Separation
2001-09-06 00:57:12 (UTC)

Day 11

Dear Diary,
My husband came over today to watch our son while I went to
play in a softball game. Ofcourse, before I left we had
sex...at first I didn't want to because I get so confused
with everything that is going on...then he started getting
all compassionate (like he gave a crap about the way I feel
or something). Needless to say it didn't take much for me
to give in. I miss him so much and I told him tonight that
I don't know how much more of this separation that I can
take. It seems ok for him, being separated, because he is
free and clear of us to do whatever he wants whenever he
wants to...then here I am at home all of the time with the
kids waiting for him to call or come home. I can't even
write about it today...I feel so sad and so empty!

NJ




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