Mo

The many thoughts of my mind
2003-01-02 22:16:53 (UTC)

difference

I don't understand why things have changed so much at work
and with people. Things at work have become somewhat
confusing with how to act around people. I am not the type
of person that will confront anyone about a problem I may
have with them. I would rather just let things be and have
a work place were no one is treating others poorly. I know
it seems kind of like a contradiction but I don't feel as
though it is worth it to get into any conflict over
something that will probably never be resolved.
I do have to say that I feel as though my friendship with
some is falling apart. I feel distant from certain people,
yet getting closer to others. I also have the thoughts of
having a better relationship with someone, and wondering if
they feel the same. I have cared for this person for so
long and I don't know if any of those same feelings are
felt on the other side.
I was able to talk with a friend about things from the
past, things I had told him before that I wanted to do and
what I miss from FL. He helped me to see that I have
gotten cought up in things way to much at work and need to
relax about sstuff. I care way to much about work and I
need to stop. I have to find some kind of release for
everything. I would also love to find people outside of
work to hang out with. To just sit and chill, not even
going out and doing things.
I hope talking yesterday has helped me to focus more on
things that will mean something in the future.




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