ultimateEMOgurl

So much for my happy ending...
2003-01-02 17:00:37 (UTC)

Coming to an end

Well yes...my Christmas vacation is finally coming to an
end. It is thursday, that means i only have friday and then
the weekend. And lucky me...miss procrastinator...waited to
start my project so that is what i will be doing the next 3
days. O well...all it is is a power point presentation,
that i just have to give to the teacher, i dont have to
present it or anything. I would start it today but im going
to DISNEYLAND! woo hoo. lol. Im excited, mostly cuz i get
to spend sum time with my sister since she had been gone
all the time cuz wilson has been here. But he left today.
You know im not happy hes gone, cuz i know my sister wants
him here. But im happy hes gone cuz if he stayed longer
then i wouldnt get to see my sister. I hate it when she is
gone. I like her here, or at least with me. I really dont
know what ill do when she moves out again. Cuz i think we
have gotten even closer since she moved back...and its
differnt now. All i know is it would be really hard for me.
The other morning i started like spasin...cuz the night
before my sister told me she was going to the mountians
with wilson and wouldnt be home all day. So like i started
crying so hard that i couldnt breathe and i got all dizzy
and i just started spasin. I dont know why though cuz i
mean im used to her being gone, but it just really got to
me i guess. I mean if it were me in the same situation of
course i would be out with wilson. I know what its like to
have sumone that you love come visit you for only a couple
days, you wanna spend every waking min with them. Even then
you dont wanna go to sleep cuz you will miss time with
them. And then when they leave its like your heart is just
hurtin so much that all you can do is cry. And its like
that everytime they come see you. Its just that funny thing
called love. lol. yes, my love is coming to visit me this
summer. :) I think its gonna be better than last time, but
even harder to watch him leave. O man i dont even want to
think about that. OK well its 9 in the morning...and im
freezin so im going back to bed! lol...later people




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