Belinda

Im really skepticle of everything meaning my neuro test

Hello diary,
I'm really not sure how to feel.
If I get my hopes up I know the doc at MCG will say I'm not
a candidate for surgery to hopefully stop my seizures.
I want to be a candidate so bad and lead a normal life.
I don't even know what a "normal life is "
I've never had one so what can I expect ?
Life suxs so bad for me.
My family thinks so badly of me even.
Belinda