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Jas' Diary
2003-01-02 04:05:28 (UTC)

Post New Years 2002-2003

Life is good. I've gone out with Matt 3 times since I've
been home, and we're going out again Saturday night. I was
so afraid to touch him before because i thought I'd be
invading his space ya know that possibly he just wanted to
be friends, but the other night at his house, while we were
watching RHPS(LOL) we kissed. a bit. lol it was soooo nice!
lol Jr. Mints, and my dear sweet sweet Matt. then he held
my hand on the way to and from the Carter fold in hilton,
and we kissed more when we got to my house and i coulda
stayed there forever.. gosh i could marry him, i could
honestly marry him. i think, i i think im in love with him
it sounds cheesy but he fills this void that i didnt even
know i had until i knew him, oh gosh i just wish i could do
the same for him, i think i may one day maybe i think i can
ohhh hes wonderful i love him i do but im just sayin it
here we're not gonna go tellin anyone else, but i do i
really do




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