angelinajoliedigsme

freeze time to blossom eternally through
2001-09-05 01:45:02 (UTC)

labor day...what a day...

ok so i didnt get to write last night bc my computer was
being an asshole. it was a pretty interesting day. and if
i want to go into full detail this entry could get pretty
long. and then people would stop reading it...if anyone
even reads this shit.

well my day started off with me being half an hour late to
work. thats not like me. im always on time to work. so
believe me...i thought i was supposed to get in at 11. i
walk in and one of the managers, mike, is in the lobby.
"cailin, when were you supposed to come into work today?" i
say...right now, at 11. and he asks me to go check the
schedule. i hate people like this. why you gonna do
something like that? if you know i was supposed to be in at
1030, just say that. dont humiliate me and make me check
the schedule. so i check and sure enough it says 1030.
after that everything was cool though. i was supposed to
be done at 8 but they the other manager, david, let me go
at 5. i was pretty excited.

i went home and called lisa and asked if she could score
some weed. she said she could try and to come over bc her
family was making some chicken enchiladas and her cousin
james was coming over. so i told her to give me a few
while i change and shit like that. i get on the computer
and joan is on. we are talking when all of a sudden this
girl, rachel, IMs me. rachel and i dated like a year ago.
i wish i had never met her. she has done nothing but cause
me grief. she ends up picking this humongous fight with
me. i blow her off for as long as i can until she pisses
me off to NO END. i told her to fuck off and leave me
alone forever. thats it. i want nothing to do with her.
she seriously has some major problems. i used to think she
was so cool until i met her. i mean i can be dramatic...but
im funny dramatic. i dont think the world revolves around
me like she does. one thing goes wrong for her and its the
end of the world. no more of that for me. so im talking
to joan and im apologizing for being such a spoiled brat.
then my friend margaret signs on. now margaret was my best
friend up at college. this last year we were always
together. everyday i saw her. wed eat, get high, watch
FRIENDS on tv and just fuck around. it was so much fun.
she knows everything about me and understands me almost
completely. so we're talking and shes telling me how she's
getting ready for school. she's going to be a techer....i
can't believe that. she's a teacher and i'm still a punk ass
21 year old with no direction what so ever.

i finally get offline and head to lisas house. i get there
like 5 minutes later and go in. her family's all there...
some aunts and uncles and her cousin. we all want to get
out of there and smoke some weed, but we need an excuse.
so we say we're gonna go to the wherehouse so i can get this
punk cd i want. so the three of us leave and we all smoke
in her truck. now james is gay too. james is out of the closet and
their family totally ignores the fact, hoping his gayness will just
go away. so lisa stays in the closet bc she doesn't want to have to
go through all the shit james has been through. i find it so funny
that they are both gay. i dont know why but i do... ive known
james for a very long time. we all used to hang out in grade school
but this is the first time i had seen him in about a year. so, we
are all very stoned. we get to the wherehouse and we get
out. we walk in and i had no idea what i was looking for.
i couldnt find the cd i wanted anywhere. finally there it
was...right in the front, and on sale no less. so lisa
goes with me to pay and we go to leave, almost forgetting
james there. we finally find him, yes we seriously had to look for
him, and we get out of there.

we drive back their grandmas house and go in. now we
are all still really stoned. james takes off to go see his
friends, so its just me and lisa with her grandma, grandpa,
and aunt. now her aunt is a little slow. she was born
with the chord around her neck so she has the mind of like
a 12 year old or some shit. shes funny though. and they
have all known me since i was like 6. they all love me.
they think i am the best thing for lisa. lisa keeps making
fun of her aunt and im busting up. i couldnt stop
laughing. lisas just funny...she wasnt being mean but damn
i was cracking up.

well ive got the munchies so lisa hooks me up with some of
the chicken enchiladas they made earlier. im scarfing them
down and lisas talking about how bad she needs a drink. i
laugh and call her an alcholic. she begs me to go with her
to applebees to get a drink. and since im stoned it seems
like a good idea. we depart in our 2 cars to applebees...

now applebees is right across the way from where i work.
the olive garden, remember?. so we pull up and i see my 3 friends.
i am talking to all of them and i ask my friend tracy to go
have a drink with us. shes only 18 but i tell her she can
have a coke or something. then tammy comes up. shes
telling me all about this party she is having...remember
that...party. and asks me to come later...there will be
weed and all that. so im like cool, bc i have no weed at
all. she then asks me to buy her some alcohol. i say ok
and tell her to come over to applebees when she gets off
work.

so lisa, tracy, and i go in to applebees. lisa and i get a
drink and tracy grubs on some OG food. we chit chat about
nothing for about 5 minutes and then tammy comes in. i go
with her to get some alcohol...what a trip. she was such a
retard. she seriously has some problems that she needs to
get some help with. she used to cut herself and all that
shit. shes just got problems. so needless to say it was
an adventure...i could go into detail, but this is already
getting too long.

we finally get back to applebees and im so relieved to be
there with lisa and tracy. tracys a good kid. shes
sheltered and kinda nerdy but so freaking nice. everyone
at work gives her a hard time and i feel bad. so i try to
be nice to her and hang out with her bc it doesnt seem like
she has many friends. shes got good intentions. i admire
that nowadays. she says she needs a ride home so we give
her one. meanwhile...i see i have a message on my phone. i
guess when tammy was using it earlier she decided she didnt need to
answer the call waiting. thanks. its my other
friend, chrissy. i used to swim with her back in the
day...years ago. she wants me to do a switch with her.
pretty easy...i buy her alcohol and she gives me the same
amount of weed for however much it costs. she always rips
me off though. she tells me to be at her house at 11. we
have about 30 minutes til 11. just enough time. so i go
pick up the drink she likes and this guy hooks me up with
one of those tiny bottles of alcohol. for free. how nice
huh? i sure thought so. the world isnt so bad of a place
afterall...

so i get to my friends house and shes not fucking there. i
was pissed...we wait for about 15 minutes and nada. FUCK.
we go back to my house right as tammy calls me. i tell her
ok we will come over since i need some more weed. i go
inside and chat with my parents for a few. they arent too
happy since i havent spent a night at home in forever. so
i go in and write chrissy a mean ass email about how im
sick of her shit. i always drive to her house, i always
have to wait forever and then she never gives me the right
amount. fuck that. joan is on and i tell her to call me
later so we can chat but she said she cant. i was a little
sad but what can you do? so then lisa and i decide we
better get going.

we leave and get to tammys hotel at like midnight. we were
pretty tired and wanted to just get the weed and go, but
no. shes on the phone with some guy crying. ok remember
when i told you to remember that she was having a "party"?
there were 2 other people there besides her. this couple
that were obviously using her for the room so they could
have sex. she finally gets off the phone and informs us we
have to drive to get the weed. so all 5 of us cram into
lisas truck. we get to the guys house and her friend, i
dont even remember her name, gets out and goes into the
house. she comes back and puts it in my hand. i feel that
its 2 big baggies. now i only gave her 20 bucks. i just
wanted a gram of chronic. she got me a whole bunch of shit
weed. i was so pissed. i only smoke chronic, i cant even
remember the last time i had shit weed. stress,
shwag...whatever you want to call it...its shit.

so we just leave that guys house, right. im sulking and lisas pissed
too. all of a sudden my phone rings...my caller id reads that
its joan. yeah!! she called. she says she has something
to ask me. i was like okaaaaaaay. shes asks me to get her
a fake id. i was like what? where the hell am i going to
get that. she swears i have all these connections that i
dont have. she asked me about a month ago to get her drugs
so she could sell them bc she needs money. i was like dude
i dont sell drugs. so here again im like i cant get you a
fake id. but of course, since im sprung, i tell her ill
try. meanwhile tammy, who is in the seat behind me with no
seat belt on...so actually, shes really like on the back of
my seat, is screaming my name. cailin, cailin, cailin. i
was like dude shut the fuck up im trying to talk on the
phone. shes pissing and moaning so i tell joan ill call
her back. i turn to tammy and say...what? what the fuck?
you have my FULL attention now...what the hell do you
want? she asks me to smoke them out and shell hook me up
with some chronic later. so i say fine. we get back to
her hotel and i smoke them out. and listen to her bitch
and bitch about her life. her favorite saying had to
be “fuck that shit” everyone was so fucking annoyed with
her. i wanted to kill her...so did lisa....so did everyone. if you
met her, youd want to kill her too.

we finally fucking leave. it was fucking crazy. walking
to the car though, i realized i was pretty fucking stoned
on whatever we were smoking. lisa was cracking me up with
her imitations of tammy. i almost peed my pants. i call
joan on the way home and i tell her how annoyed i am. she
wasnt too happy since i wasnt making much sense and was
laughing the whole time. she gets off the phone with me to
finish up her homework. we get back to my house and i do
some of lisas art homework while she talks to one of my
friends in iran over the mic on my computer. i can be
pretty creative when im stoned. i finish up and lisa
leaves since its like 2:15. i get ready for bed and put on
american beauty. i freaking love that movie. and im
laying in bed when my phone rings. its joan, again. im so
excited. she tells me she just called to say good night
but we of course talk for half an hour or so. she starts
telling me that she fantasizes about me like 4 or 5 times a
week. im of course curious as hell, right? so she starts
to tell me about this one where i supposedly throw her on
the counter and were making out and she stops bc shes gets
all shy. shes like well i will tell you that you did make
me cum. i was like YEAH BABY. so we get off the phone and
i fall asleep content. what a day.




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