George's Ice Princess

The Saga Begins
2002-12-31 07:56:50 (UTC)

I suck

So my best guy friend, who I always gave the cold shoulder
to... after 8 years I consider hooking up with him for
some fun. Just fun, I tell him, not a relationship, just
us being buddies and a little somethin' extra. He's cool
with that, so it's all good. Then he tells me he's got a
girl coming over tomorrow night and I'm freaking
JEALOUS?!?!? I deserve to be shot in the face!!! I can't
believe I'm feeling this way, it is so unprofessional (I
always prided myself in being a professional ice cold
bitch)! The thought of being a mopey female, pining for
some guy makes me want to vomit, yet at the same time, it
seems that is exactly what I'm doing! Serves me right for
putting him off all these years, I suppose. Dammit.




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