of little importance
and other things
sorry if i hurt you. but those things needed to be said.
they did. but i didn't want to hurt you. i just wanted to
tell you. and i needed you to listen.
the ninth or the eleventh. hopefully and probably the
eleventh since it's a saturday. if on the ninth then it'll
be like me disappearing since everyone will be unable to
help me move. i think helping me move would make it easier
to say talk to you later (i hate saying bye cause i don't
want it to be actually goodbye) than just disappearing
would. but if it comes to disappearing and not going, then
no one ever completely leaves a place unless no one else
kind of scary. thinking that i mean.
this whole thing will be a lot harder financially. for
everyone. like three times more expensive at least. and
i'm going to have to help pay now, whereas here i didn't
have anything to worry about. but i can and i will because
i want to.
willpower and desire lead to some pretty amazing things.
i'm so tired. i stopped sleeping again. it sux.