Alisha

I need to write a song or something

I dunno what it is, but my freaking head is doing too much
work lately.

1. I think i like this guy...normally, it wouldn't be a big
deal but i seem to want this guy alot more or something
because he seems to be on my mind ALL the time. Even a song
reminds me of him, what's wrong with that? Or is there even
anything wrong with that? I dunno.

2. My Ex-best friend. SHE'S DRIVING ME TO DO BAD THINGS.
urgh. I hate it when people assume the worst out of you
just because they can't get a hold of you.

3. My job. Okay, i don't hate my job, nor do i love it. But
it seems to be perfect for me right now, i dont really
wanna quit and i don't really wanna stay either. It's
weird. BUT I SWEAR IF I HAVE TO CLOSE WITH THIS ONE CHICK
AGAIN IM GOING TO "ACCIDENTALLY" hurt her. Even if i have
to work with her...she'sirritated me too much, and i've
given her chances...BUT DOES SHE GIVE A FUCK? no. URGH. I
hate her.

4. I'm getting guilty over things i shouldn't, i think
about them constantly and its bad. URGH.

Again. I need to write a song. But im too frustrated to do
that right now.

Life sucks. I need a guy. BUT NO. I'm too "unperfect" to
get one.

Alisha.