13_Cold_Ways

Raining In Autumn
2001-09-04 20:44:16 (UTC)

Virginity

"I'm so ripe I could fall off the vine"

Yesterday a friend was watching some movie and said this
quote stood out to her...and well honestly it got me
thinking. Being a 20 year old virgin can be hella odd some
days. In fact, out of my group of friends, I think I am the
only virgin. Now don't get me wrong, I'm not complaining.
This has just been a personal choice I've stuck with all of
my life and I'm happy with it. Yes, it's caused me to have
a "goodie-goodie" reputation sometimes and other times it's
even caused me to lose girlfriends b/c they just wanted
sex...but some days I just wonder "what if" I'd gone thru
with it in the past. I wonder if people would still be
around, if I'd been cheated on less, would I have any kids
by accident now or even diseases...the questions are
endless. I also get to thinking "I'm only young once...am I
missing out on my prime? will the only way I'll ever keep a
girlfriend in these days is to have sex with her? are the
risks worth it?" I truely have to say I'm 20 years old and
in my prime..."so ripe I could fall off the vine" Oh well,
just a thought for the day.

In other things, today has been a great day. Work went by
really fast which is always good. It's been slightly cooler
than normal and rainy most of the day which I have loved.
Now I'm just waiting til about 7pm and I'll go into town to
see Shannon :) I met her about two weeks ago and we've been
hanging out lately...maybe this will be a good one instead
of the usual girls I've met lately who just wanna screw
around. It seems that she's got a "good girl" reputation
which is good considering I'm looking for someone to really
date and have a relationship with.

Well as for the import racing news, I remained undefeated
this weekend. Yeah before I go any further I have to say
I'm really into the import car scene. I have a 1996 Nissan
240sx, bright red, that I've had for a year. This weekend I
had races with a Mitsubishi Galant, 2001 V-6 Mustang, and a
1996 Acura Integra LS and I manged to win all three.
Hopefully the winning streak will continue as I represent
my team Next Generation Motorsports...

Music: "Outside" - Staind




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