aDeafeningSilence

If These Scars Could Speak
2002-12-30 07:25:18 (UTC)

To pick up the pieces

"GET THE FUCK OUT AND STAY THE FUCK OUT...IT MAKES ME SICK!"
- 36 Crazyfists "Slit Wrist Theory"

Now I begin to begin again, and it feels nice...to breathe
again. It's still kinda weird being alone most of the time,
but it feels good. I am still angry, but definately not
sad. I'm still angry at the fact that I was lied to and
betrayed like that. I'm also hoping that she moved, because
I really don't want to be thinking that I could run into
her at anytime, anymore. I don't know what I'd do if I saw
her again...probably spit in her face. She told everyone I
know that she had a curfew...I don't know how she could
believe that. I mean, until I got used to it, I would be
upset when she wasn't home when I got home...but I got over
that shit. All I asked was that she let me know if she was
going out...curfew my ass. She wonders why I was suspicious
though, probably because I felt that she was cheating on
me. Fucking whore...and tried to blame everything on me.
What a snake...I hope she is able to slither her way out of
everything in her life...slither her way straight to hell!
Once again, FUCK YOU...AND THAT IS FOREVER!




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