Queen

The Decline

OKay, u know wut...I juz figured I'd write in this, for
people to see wut my lil mind is about (not much)

I don't really have anythin to say today though, except
for that, I can't believe that I'm a senior & that I have
no clue wut Im goin to do w/my life afterwards. Ill figure
that out, later on though. Oh another thing I have floatin around in
my mind...how come guyz look so dern hot in glasses, well to me they
do 8)

Well everyone that read this, I
hope u had fun. I'm goin now tata. ::MuAh::

BiMbEt ChEeKy

I think everyday im goin to like have a song at the bottom of this
diary thingy to show how im feelin. Today im feelin like the
song "The Decline" by NoFx. It's a great song but it's a long one, so
u guyz prolly wont read it...but if u get a chance to listen to it or
if u have already heard it, well thats great fun. N u know wut i
mean when i say thats how i feel, confuzed n not knowin where or wut
to do, w/alot of hatred.

THE DECLINE
where are all the stupid people from and how did they get to be so
dumb bred on purple mountain range feed amber waves of grains to
lesser human beings, zero feelings blame it on human nature, man’s
destiny blame it on the greediocracy the fear of god, the fear of
change, fear of truth add the bill of rights subtract the wrongs
memorize and sing star spangled songs there's no answers when the
questions aren't ever asked is anybody learning from the past were
living in united stagnation father what have i done i took that 22 a
gift for me from you to bed with me each night , kept it clean
polished it well cherished every cartridge every shell down by the
creek under brush under dirt theres a carcass of my second kill down
at the park under stone under pine there's the carcass of my brother
william brother where have you gone to i swear i never thought i
could see so many times they told me to shoot straight, don’t pull
the trigger squeeze, that will insure a kill, a kill is what you want
to kill is why we breed the christians love their guns the church and
nra pray for their salvation, prey on the lower faiths the story
book’s been read and every line believed the curriculum’s been set
logic is a threat reason searched & seized jerry spent some time in
michigan a 20 year vacation after all he had a dime a dime is worth a
lot more in detroit a dime in california just a 20 dollar fine jerry
only stayed a couple months it’s hard to enjoy yourself while
bleeding out the ass asphyxiation is simple and fast  it beats 17 fun
years of being someone's bitch don’t think drink your wine watch the
fire burn his problems not mine just be that model citizen i wish i
had a schilling for every senseless killing i’d buy a government.
america’s for sale and you can get a good deal on it and make a
healthy profit, or maybe tear it apart you start with  assumption,
that a million people are smarter, smarter than 1 serotonins gone she
gave up drifted away sara fled thought process gone she left her
answering machine on the greeting left spoken sincere messages no one
will ever hear 10,000 messages a day a million more transmissions lay
dead victims of the laissez faire 10.000 voices 100 guns, 100
decibels turns to one, one bullet one empty head now with serotonin
gone the man that used to speak performs a cute routine. feel a
little patronized. don’t feel bad. they found a way inside your head.
and you feel a bit misled. it’s not that they don’t care. the
televisions put a thought inside your head like a barry manilow
jingle i’d like to teach the world to sing in perfect harmony a
symphonic blank stare. it doesn’t make you care. not designed to make
you care. they’re betting you won’t care. they’ll place a wager on
your greed. a wager on your pride why try to beat them when a million
others tried we are the whores intellectually sprayed we are the
queer  dysfunctionally raised one more pill to kill the pain, one
more pill to kill the pain one more pill to kill the pain, living
through conformity one more prayer should keep us safe, one more
prayer to keep us safe one more prayer to keep us safe there’s gonna
be a better place lost the battle lost the war lost the things worth
living for lost the will to win the fight one more pill to kill the
pain the going gets tough the tough get debt don’t pay attention pay
the rent our next of kins pay for your sins a little faith should
keep us safe save us the human existence is failing. resistance
essential. the future written off. the odds are astronomically
against us only moron and genius would fight a  losing battle against
the super ego when giving in is so damn comforting and so we go on
with our lives we know the truth but prefer lies lies are simple.
simple is bliss. why go against tradition when we can admit defeat.
live in decline. be the victim of our own design with status quo
built on suspect. why would anyone stick out their neck fellow
members of club we’ve got ours, i’d like to introduce you to our host
he’s got his and i’ve got mine, meet the decline