Kai

The World Around Me
2002-12-29 06:37:38 (UTC)

CRY

i'm so tired of all this shit. i'm tired of being caught up
in so much shit that i can't even sleep due to all of it.
my life sucks. it really does. i just asked my best friend
who, as recently, confessed he loves me, what he would do
if i asked him to go to bed with me, and HE STARTS CRYING!
jesus mary and joseph! he started crying! i had no idea
what his answer would be, but i wasn't expecting that! i
love my best friend more than anything. i really do. but
what do you do when he starts crying and says yes??? he
said he would in a second. dammit. he's not supposed to
give up his fuckin' beliefs to go to bed with me!! i can't
handle much more of this, but i don't know what to do or
say or anything! god i hate this. more later....

Kai




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