Mims

The life of Mims
2002-12-28 01:18:45 (UTC)

Love

Don't feel like writing in here too much today, but
still.....
Certain events happened today which got me thinking away.
My basic story of today is that a friend of mine cam to
visit in order to meet his girlfriend. The whole story
feels like an exert from Romeo and Juliet. They are both
wonderful people who love each other dearly, but can't be
together because of religion issues.
Montague vs Capulet modern day.
I felt sort of like that damn priest trying to sort
everything out and failing miserably....however once they
were together it was fine. They didn't need anything to be
happy apart from each others company.
I havn't seen people that close to each other in a while.
Ha. Maybe I have been avoiding couples....jealous as I am
and all.
Here's the thing. I am 18 years old, and nor a smidgen of
interest it would seem. There are so many days when I
wonder what the hell is up.....I mean, if this is the time
of my life when I supposed to be at my most beautiful and
available, then what the hell are things going to be like
as far as love is concerned when I get old?
Still, I can't complain. I like being single sometimes. And
as soon as I am in a relationship, I get scared and want to
run away from it all anway.
Sometimes.
I have thrown away things in the past which were worth
preserving....but thats another story for another day.
And I am far too tired.

Love M




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